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Sometimes, boosting ourselves with excessive self-confidence endangers us of forgetting who we really are.  Sometimes, just to get through with our challenges, we tend to make-believe---pretending we are all-powerful by ourselves. And a little each day of pretense makes it easier to deceive ourselves into thinking that we don't need God. 

We just got to make a u-turn from time to time, and hear our souls sing these words...






"I am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow; 
a wave tossed in the ocean, a vapor in the wind."

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